I’m feeling a disconnection
between us; loving words
and caring gestures
that were once there
have been replaced
with tired bitterness.
– Jas ©
Tag Archives: writer
Relearning
I spend all
of my free time
relearning how to
breathe.
– Jas ©
right now
theres a certain time of day
that I dont want to be bothered
with your petty bullshit.
-Jas ©
Kids
the funny thing
about kids is that
they’ll never run out
of energy when they
are constantly sucking it
out from you
– Jas ©
Respect
I just wish
you would give me
the same level
of respect and energy
that I pour into you.
– Jas ©
Headspace
you
go into your head
to escape the
horrors of reality;
judging my outbursts
and attention seeking,
wondering why I
talk too much or
never enough,
but never stop
to realize your comfort
is my worst enemy and
I can’t be alone
in my head.
– Jas ©
Seduction
your fingers
lightly pressed
against my throat,
your mouth
whispering words
I can feel
between my thighs.
– Jas ©
Need Rest
how could I be
so tired I feel it
in my bones; every step
an ache vibrating my soul
– Jas ©
Mood
I’d rather file
down my teeth
than endure
another minute
in this conversation
-Jas ©
I missed you.
Fuck I’ve been gone forever.
Time flashed by as months passed and perhaps even years( I haven’t checked to see the stamp on my last post)
I got married in 2018, a short 5 minute court house wedding followed by dinner with some family. We are having a bigger wedding renewal in November , which im excited for and annoyed about. I dont know why i decided to plan a wedding all by myself while pregnant.
Oh yeah, that happend again. I had my 2nd baby in April, making the family numbers even. A little boy named Benjamin joined his crazy sweet and sour sister Grace.
Jesus. A wife and mother of two. How the hell did I end up here lol.
I have went from being blonde to pink to blue to green to blue again to red and back to blondeish(current)
I have decided to get into the marijiana game lol and grow some plants.
I have written zero words down but a million in my head.
My life outside of this blog has completely consumed every minute of every day, relentlessly. And i wouldn’t change a thing, okay maybe add in more writing.
Who knows where i go from here but all i know is about to have a picnic in my living room with my 2.5 yo.
Laters xo
-Jas
Peace in Darkness 