Bare minimum

Posted by Jas on November 2, 2022

I used to think

I was asking

a lot of you,

until I realized

it was the

bare minimum.

-Jas ©️

Truth hurts

Posted by Jas on November 1, 2022

my truth

sat in the air

between us –

your silence

deafening,

louder than

any words

you’ve ever shared

with me-

your body

a spark of anger

ready to ignite.

– Jas ©️

Realization

Posted by Jas on October 17, 2022

I’ve accepted,

I’m not someone

you are willing to grow for.

-Jas

Nightmare

Posted by Jas on September 29, 2022

I’m loneliest

in your company;

my once favorite spot

has become my nightmare.

– Jas ©

imprint

Posted by Jas on September 26, 2022

It was the way

the taste of your lips

imprinted on my brain,

forever.

– Jas©

Unsaid

Posted by Jas on September 24, 2022

I sat terrified

of the things left unsaid-

words clung to the air

but refused to drop,

troubled thoughts

suspended between

lovers.

– Jas ©

Disconnection

Posted by Jas on December 10, 2020

I’m feeling a disconnection

between us; loving words

and caring gestures

that were once there

have been replaced

with tired bitterness.

– Jas ©

Respect

Posted by Jas on November 27, 2020

I just wish

you would give me

the same level

of respect and energy

that I pour into you.

– Jas ©

better late than never

Posted by Jas on May 16, 2018

ive been more

honest with you in

the last few months

than i have in the

last few years.

-Jas©

longer than expected

Posted by Jas on May 3, 2018

wow, so its been a few weeks since ive last opened my wordpress.

since my absence, the boyfriend and daughter got sick again, my mother came to visit, i got sick twice(including being sick right now) i went into a depressive state and was super angry and agitated with everyone.

Im doing a little better now, theres just somethings i have to deal with, eventually.

i missed writing but ya know when life gets busy and in the way everything else just drops away.

i will slowly be starting up writing again, i was also able to find myself some free time when the little monster goes down for the night.

Dont let that smile fool you, shes crazy.

cutest smile, ever!

Nothing special has really happen in the last few week, besides finally getting fucking warm! so happy that winter is over and we can enjoy the nice weather. We were all beginning to go crazy from being in the house all the time. Whomp.

Well little one is being a pain and keeps going into dangerous places so ill be back later.

heres some pictures just because =p