I used to think
I was asking
a lot of you,
until I realized
it was the
bare minimum.
-Jas ©️
I used to think
I was asking
a lot of you,
until I realized
it was the
bare minimum.
-Jas ©️
my truth
sat in the air
between us –
your silence
deafening,
louder than
any words
you’ve ever shared
with me-
your body
a spark of anger
ready to ignite.
– Jas ©️
I’ve accepted,
I’m not someone
you are willing to grow for.
-Jas
I’m loneliest
in your company;
my once favorite spot
has become my nightmare.
– Jas ©
It was the way
the taste of your lips
imprinted on my brain,
forever.
– Jas©
I sat terrified
of the things left unsaid-
words clung to the air
but refused to drop,
troubled thoughts
suspended between
lovers.
– Jas ©
I’m feeling a disconnection
between us; loving words
and caring gestures
that were once there
have been replaced
with tired bitterness.
– Jas ©
I just wish
you would give me
the same level
of respect and energy
that I pour into you.
– Jas ©
ive been more
honest with you in
the last few months
than i have in the
last few years.
-Jas©
wow, so its been a few weeks since ive last opened my wordpress.
since my absence, the boyfriend and daughter got sick again, my mother came to visit, i got sick twice(including being sick right now) i went into a depressive state and was super angry and agitated with everyone.
Im doing a little better now, theres just somethings i have to deal with, eventually.
i missed writing but ya know when life gets busy and in the way everything else just drops away.
i will slowly be starting up writing again, i was also able to find myself some free time when the little monster goes down for the night.
Dont let that smile fool you, shes crazy.
cutest smile, ever!
Nothing special has really happen in the last few week, besides finally getting fucking warm! so happy that winter is over and we can enjoy the nice weather. We were all beginning to go crazy from being in the house all the time. Whomp.
Well little one is being a pain and keeps going into dangerous places so ill be back later.
heres some pictures just because =p
later loves xo
-Jas