Need Rest

how could I be

so tired I feel it

in my bones; every step

an ache vibrating my soul

– Jas ©

Calm

in a world

full of chaos,

writing is the only

thing keeping me sane.

– Jas ©

No Energy

I’m struggling

to see passed my fragility-

theres no energy

for the big picture.

– Jas ©

Reconstruct

I

tore myself  into pieces;

sowed myself up with quiet

tears and faked smiles,

just to be presentable

– Jas ©

Mood

I’d rather file

down my teeth

than endure

another minute

in this conversation

-Jas ©

I tattooed your name

across my heart and

signed over all my feelings.

-Jas©

Revenge

you fucked with

my feelings not

giving a shit, so

i fucked with

your mind

seeing how far

i could push you.

-Jas©

your creation

time and time again

you told me i

 was too sensitive,

too emotional, so

I hardened myself up

and became the bitch

you created.

-Jas©

Layers

I tend to

bury my feelings

behind closed teeth

and layers

of concrete.

-Jas©

my mistake

I mistook

you for someone

who cared and wasted

all my feelings on you.

-Jas©