Headspace

you

go into your head

to escape  the

horrors of reality;

judging my outbursts

and attention seeking,

wondering why I

talk too much or

never enough,

but never stop

to realize your comfort

is my worst enemy and

I can’t be alone

in my head.

– Jas ©

Undeniable

more than decade of

laughter, tears, anger and happiness

rolled into an undeniable

sexual passion.

– Jas ©

1 year ago today we got remarried❤

Need Rest

how could I be

so tired I feel it

in my bones; every step

an ache vibrating my soul

– Jas ©

Calm

in a world

full of chaos,

writing is the only

thing keeping me sane.

– Jas ©

No Energy

I’m struggling

to see passed my fragility-

theres no energy

for the big picture.

– Jas ©

Reconstruct

I

tore myself  into pieces;

sowed myself up with quiet

tears and faked smiles,

just to be presentable

– Jas ©

your creation

time and time again

you told me i

 was too sensitive,

too emotional, so

I hardened myself up

and became the bitch

you created.

-Jas©

emotional leak

emotions;

an overflowing

river seeping

into all around

-Jas©

emotional mess

she picked apart

her emotions trying

to figure out which

ones were the cause

of all her problems

-Jas©

 

swallowed feelings

I swallow my feelings

until my stomach hurts,

refusing to let them show. 

-Jas