my truth
sat in the air
between us –
your silence
deafening,
louder than
any words
you’ve ever shared
with me-
your body
a spark of anger
ready to ignite.
– Jas ©️
my truth
sat in the air
between us –
your silence
deafening,
louder than
any words
you’ve ever shared
with me-
your body
a spark of anger
ready to ignite.
– Jas ©️
i’m sorry my tongue
sliced into your soul.
-Jas©
a little funny story for peoples mornings.
at night when the little ones asleep i go upstairs to the garage and smoke ( yes i started smoking again you judgmental bitches =p)
well i really wanted to smoke and relax from a hard day last night so im sitting in the garage getting some fresh air enjoying my blunt.I have her on the monitor so i know if she moves or whatever.
She starts to move and cry, i let her to see if shell put herself back to sleep. Nope, instead she decides to sit up and cry for me more so i have to put out my smoke real quick and run downstairs so she wont throw herself off the bed. (she sleeps in my bed with me)
So, i run down the stairs for her and and im running towards our room when my foot slips on a fucking hanger and i crash onto the floor, phone goes flying.
My daughter has no idea that i had just fallen despite the the really loud ” Ow, Fuck!” because shes still crying.
I cant just lay here in pain and try to figure out if i broke anything, so i hobbled to the bed and took care of her.
All the while going shit my arm hurt, wait my knee hurts too, oh man and my hip.
i waited for her to fall back asleep to go check out my injuries.
safe to say nothing is broken lol but i am sore as fuck.
Boyfriend thinks its hilarious. I cant wait until he falls. Jerk.
daughter needs me again, this time i wont be running
later loves xo
-Jas
you
ripped me apart
from the inside
leaving me abandoned
and wounded .
-Jas©
you like picking
at my scabs reopening
me up and watching
me bleed.
-Jas©
your voice,
small and hurt
speaks volumes.
-Jas©
he locked her
deep down inside,
trying to forget her;
willing his heart to
forgive her
-Jas©
I swallow my feelings
until my stomach hurts,
refusing to let them show.
-Jas
his words twisted
around her, squeezing
the air from her lungs
and shattering her heart.
-Jas©
You got cut
on my edges; you
ran away leaving
me standing there
upset that I had hurt
someone again.
-Jas©