Sickness

once again

the sickness settles

in my tummy,

nausea

takes over my life-

counting down the days

until the second trimester.

-Jas ©️

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Here we go again, going to be the longest 7 months of my life 🙃

A year

a year

since your gone;

a year

full of sadness,

anger and confusion,

It was avoidable,

you didn’t have to go

but you did.

-Jas ©️

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Miss you mom 🖤

Deep rooted

this tiredness

stretches beyond my bones

and nestles into my soul.

-Jas ©️

Bare minimum

I used to think

I was asking

a lot of you,

until I realized

it was the

bare minimum.

-Jas ©️

Demons

you’ve been

with me for so long

I fear to lose you

and

myself.

-Jas ©️

Judgement

I want you

to live in my mind,

assaulted by the thoughts

and chaos, and try to

judge me.

– Jas ©️

Truth hurts

my truth

sat in the air

between us –

your silence

deafening,

louder than

any words

you’ve ever shared

with me-

your body

a spark of anger

ready to ignite.

– Jas ©️

Realization

I’ve accepted,

I’m not someone

you are willing to grow for.

-Jas

Nightmare

I’m loneliest

in your company;

my once favorite spot

has become my nightmare.

– Jas ©

imprint

It was the way

the taste of your lips

imprinted on my brain,

forever.

– Jas©