well hello there bloggers!
its been a while, im not sure how long but its pretty much been forever. Last we heard i was going on vacation back home. Ive been back home for a few weeks now and while i did enjoy my time in NY, by time it was over i was looking forward to leaving haha. We were there for almost 3 weeks ( we extended our stay by a little) and i just wanted my king size bed and my own little sanctuary, oh and im quiet time( which i dont know why i would be able to get that)
i see that i have a shit ton of new followers! uhm thank you and how the fuck did that happen?! its pretty cool but a little sad since i havnt been the greatest blogger in the last few months.
currently im 6 months pregnant (woot woot) i cant wait for her to come so i can eat what i want again ha and of course to see her; im not all that selfish =) We set up her little section already (crib, bassinet, closet, etc.) There was no way i was going to help with any of that when im 8 months plus i get bored easily and it gave us something to do. We also finally decided on a first and middle name … Grace Penelope. Grace for my great grandmother( was such an awesome woman) and Penelope because uh i let Lex decide and he said it just came to him, whatever i like it. For now and probably when she comes we call her Lil G and she seems to love it. Lex actually came up with the nickname and i hated it at first but then i ended up calling her that and now thats all we call her haha.. poor lil G.
September usually means back to school but i had to come to the realization that I unfortunately cannot finish my degree until the summer time due to financial problems and wanting to take time off (winter) to be with the little one. Sooooo ill be sitting around,pacing , and looking for work online to pass some time. It sucks but i gotta do what i gotta do. AND since ill have soooo much time that means i can come back to blogging and writing again( fingers crossed)
we will see what happens next and ill keep anyone interested posted haha
laters for now
Making the long, tiring and mostly boring car ride to New York. Its really a love hate relationship sitting in a car for 10 hours waiting to just get home (yes i consider NY my home still)
Had to sit in traffic for a hour which means we are still in Ohio, ughhhh. Usually it only takes 2.5 hours but it feels like almost 4 and then we get the exciting straight way across Pennsylvania (yay 5 hours). Are we done yet? Nope have to go through Jersey before we can get to the glorious George Washington Bridge.
I keep moving my legs to get circulation because i dont want to make unnecessary stops and waste more fucking time.
I cant wait to get the hell out of this car and be in the hot,humid Bronx..oh and to see the family ha ha.
On another note, that i will post about a little later, is that a few days ago we found out we’re having a girl!!( woot a mini me and ahhh shit a mini me 😋).
Ill be around.
you scaring me now
is fine, but come the later
months and youll make this
spawn pop right out of me.
its half my fault since I’m a freaking ninja and I usually hear him somewhere in the dark
but always end up running into him and have a heart attack
one minute you
don’t want to have
sex with me, the next you
do; I’m already eating a
snack not giving a fuck.
told you I can wear him down…except cmon dude commit because ill rather eat at this point lmao
ive hidden away
becoming the recluse;
enjoying my cave but hating
how long it can be.
getting comfortable in
a routine is easy; breaking
it is the harder part.
some weeks go by
so slow, while others so
fast; I definitely prefer
the faster ones.
you said we can have
sex on my birthday because
you don’t want the spawn
tainted by our sexual needs;
youre fucking crazy and irrational.
for the longest time ive been hearing this.. or its gonna get poked or a facial(okay that one was mine and his face was priceless..it doesn’t even make sense) hes a fucking lunatic sometimes but I’m wearing him down because well needs need to me met, duh.
trying to sleep
on my left side is annoying
as hell; I miss the good old
oh theres better flow when you stay on your left side.. suck a tit. seriously.
you think I want
you sleeping in this bed,
when in all honesty I
just want the back tickle.
he keeps falling asleep so he sucks