Baby #3

anger swirls behind my eyes,

sadness mixed with nausea

settle in my stomach;

unexplained and undefined,

can’t pin point exactly what’s wrong-

oh, hormones you bitch.

– Jas ©

the same

I imagine

a fish gasping for air;

flapping about on the shore

wide eyed and scared-

we aren’t so different.

– Jas ©

Relearning

I spend all

of my free time

relearning how to

breathe.

– Jas ©

right now

theres a certain time of day

that I dont want to be bothered

with your petty bullshit.
-Jas ©

passing by

our time together;

like the sun and moon,

can never truly happen.

-Jas©

absurd

you judged me

for things you wish

i were doing.

-Jas©

#goal

my goal

is to be the

happiest ive

ever been.

-Jas©

reminder

your touch

still lingers on my skin,

a memento of our night.

-Jas©

justification

there has to be a

reason we crossed

paths like we did

-Jas©

better late than never

ive been more

honest with you in

the last few months

than i have in the

last  few years.

-Jas©