I sat terrified
of the things left unsaid-
words clung to the air
but refused to drop,
troubled thoughts
suspended between
lovers.
– Jas ©
Tag Archives: sad
The last few months
Holy shit so much has happened in the last few months or so I feel like it. It’s been one crazy ass rollercoaster that’s about to fall off the tracks.
I had my third kiddo 6 months ago.. damn he’s already 6 months old. Yes that means my other two are already 5 and almost 3 😮
My daughter (the firstborn) started preK. My son was more upset than she was, but she’s thriving and loving it.
The husband and I celebrated 16 years together in October ( only 3 years married though).
My mother passed away in November (I’m going to write a whole post about that) and that has been difficult to deal with.
I went a took a class to become a Mortgage Loan Originator- the state test is coming up, fingers crossed 🤞
I celebrated 1 year in therapy recently too and I think I graduated since my current therapist wants me to go see someone else and get medicated 🤣
On the matter of medication my anxiety and depression went on a stroll and met up with post partum depression…what bitches.
Later,
Jas
trying
for you
i’ll try to be more
than a saddened soul.
-Jas©
drenched earth
the rain mixes
with your tears;
both stream down
washing away your fears
and soaking them into
the ground
-Jas©
emptiness
you shattered
the last of me;
pieces of us
falling away,
leaving me alone
in an empty shell.
-Jas©
coldness
this cold bed
felt better with
you in it.
-Jas©
cold-hearted
tears spilled
from her eyes
getting trapped
on her lips; he
always loved the
salty taste of her
sadness.
-Jas©
comfort
I just want
to crawl into
your arms
and cry .
-Jas©
isolation
Lonely days spent
n my head,
surrounded by longing-
wanting someone to talk with;
a need for attention that
cant be filled-
You’re here but I cant feel you.
-Jas©
.
One Hand
I can count on one hand
The amount of times
you made me feel loved.
-Jas©
Peace in Darkness 