#goal

my goal

is to be the

happiest ive

ever been.

-Jas©

better late than never

ive been more

honest with you in

the last few months

than i have in the

last  few years.

-Jas©

my baby

carrying you

for 9 months

wasnt enough;

i got you

for the rest

of my life

-Jas©

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Happy Mothers Day to all you beautiful verteran moms, moms to be, first time moms, moms to little angels and the foster mamas

i allowed it

I lost myself

to the anger-

 I let the hatred

run through my veins

pumping away my

patience and making

me insane.

-Jas©

woke up sore

a little funny story for peoples mornings.

at night when the little ones asleep i go upstairs to the garage and smoke ( yes i started smoking again you judgmental bitches =p)

well i really wanted to smoke and relax from a hard day last night so im sitting in the garage getting some fresh air enjoying my blunt.I have her on the monitor so i know if she moves or whatever.

She starts to move and cry, i let her to see if shell put herself back to sleep. Nope, instead she decides to sit up and cry for me more so i have to put out my smoke real quick and run downstairs so she wont throw herself off the bed. (she sleeps in my bed with me)

So, i run down the stairs for her and and im running towards our room when my foot slips on a fucking hanger and i crash onto the floor, phone goes flying.

My daughter has no idea that i had just fallen despite the the really loud ” Ow, Fuck!”  because shes still crying.

I cant just lay here in pain and try to figure out if i broke anything, so i hobbled to the bed and took care of her.

All the while going shit my arm hurt, wait my knee hurts too, oh man and my hip.

i waited for her to fall back asleep to go check out my injuries.

safe to say nothing is broken lol but i am sore as fuck.

Boyfriend thinks its hilarious. I cant wait until he falls. Jerk.

daughter needs me again, this time i wont be running

later loves xo

-Jas

 

 

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normal

slowly my life

is getting back to

its normal dysfunctional self.

-Jas©

the madness

i settled into

the madness, the

only consistent thing

in my life

-Jas©

taking too long

guess i gotta do

things myself, waiting for

you is taking forever.

-Jas©

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how annoying is it when you ask something of someone.. they agree but it never happens. Asking multiple times doesnt make it happen faster either.

my bathroom has been demolished and in the process of being remodeled for the last 2 years. I’m thinking about youtubing and googling to figure out how to do the bathroom myself.

not being mean

i’m not going

to be the sole reason

for your happiness

-Jas©

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its too much pressure, i dont want that kind of shit hanging over me. Ill be your happiness but i dont want to be all of it, find other things that can make you happy also.

sudden bitch

i don’t mind

there’s little time

for myself-just don’t be

surprised when i’m

a bitch.

-Jas©