fresh start

leaving his face

in the window,

she closed the door

on her old life,

 starting her

new future

-Jas©

long gone

i want to reach out to you,

but i fear i put myself in your

past, and that’s where i will stay.

-Jas©

Leave it behind

let’s not worry

about the past;

it was never good

to us anyways

-Jas©

unsure

my past

fucked me up,

I know that. I

just don’t know

how to fix it.

-Jas©

new me

I’ll never be who

I once was and I’m

pretty sure you

dont like that.

-Jas©

purpose

I couldn’t erase

you from my past;

maybe you’re there

to teach me a lesson.

-Jas©

disguise

Lets pretend

I’m good enough

and my past

doesn’t

exist.

-Jas©

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I appreciate the comments

and I’m not ignoring them

just like my little hole

right now.

xo

farewell

I’ve taken my past

and buried it

 six

feet

under.

-Jas©

replay

We’re good most days,

until something reminds

you of the past, my issues,

and we relive it all over again.

-Jas©

Unresolved

We sat

and talked for a while.

Shadows of the past

creeping in

and taking over.

Shouted words

and teary eyes filling

the space.

Silence.

The only thing we’ve

ever been good at-

next to

walking away-

unresolved issues

going their separate

ways.

-Jas©