your touch
still lingers on my skin,
a memento of our night.
-Jas©
your touch
still lingers on my skin,
a memento of our night.
-Jas©
a little funny story for peoples mornings.
at night when the little ones asleep i go upstairs to the garage and smoke ( yes i started smoking again you judgmental bitches =p)
well i really wanted to smoke and relax from a hard day last night so im sitting in the garage getting some fresh air enjoying my blunt.I have her on the monitor so i know if she moves or whatever.
She starts to move and cry, i let her to see if shell put herself back to sleep. Nope, instead she decides to sit up and cry for me more so i have to put out my smoke real quick and run downstairs so she wont throw herself off the bed. (she sleeps in my bed with me)
So, i run down the stairs for her and and im running towards our room when my foot slips on a fucking hanger and i crash onto the floor, phone goes flying.
My daughter has no idea that i had just fallen despite the the really loud ” Ow, Fuck!” because shes still crying.
I cant just lay here in pain and try to figure out if i broke anything, so i hobbled to the bed and took care of her.
All the while going shit my arm hurt, wait my knee hurts too, oh man and my hip.
i waited for her to fall back asleep to go check out my injuries.
safe to say nothing is broken lol but i am sore as fuck.
Boyfriend thinks its hilarious. I cant wait until he falls. Jerk.
daughter needs me again, this time i wont be running
later loves xo
-Jas
I sleep naked
waiting for
something(one)
that’s never coming
-Jas©
she looked
to the stars for answers
but only faced a darkened sky.
-Jas©
wide awake
with nothing
else to do but
argue with
my thoughts
-Jas©
at night
it’s just me, my blunt
and my thoughts
-Jas©
the nightmares
don’t disappear
when I open my eyes.
-Jas©
you
have two different
personalities
one for the day
another for night;
i’m not sure which
one i prefer
-Jas©
at night i
 wait for you
to come to me.
-Jas©
I keep waking
in the middle
of the night
wide awake,
searching
for something
or someone
 -Jas©