morning light

intrudes through

closed blinds onto

sleeping eyes.


Morning! ( I don’t think I ever say that)I actually miss the morning light doing this, living in thebasement with no windows wellll yeahh theres no lightdown here. I even miss the fucking birds chirping.

Didn’t think I Could Feel this Low

Apparently,Ā  sometime through the night my brain decided that in the morning we would be emotionally unstable.

I woke up to the sound of my boyfriend moving around,which automatically put me in irritable zone, for no reason whatsoever.

Then he went to check something by my side of the bed.

“What the fuck are you doing” I screamed at him.Ā 

“Jdjfhjrodn” thats all I heard come out of his mouth.

“Whatever, do what you want” as I flipped away from him.

“The fuck…” as he started to slam everything on his way out.

Andd then I started crying. WTF brainĀ  can we get it together.Ā  I honestly don’tĀ  want to deal with you today.

You seem to be stalking me for the last 2 weeks,slowly circling, waiting.

And now you have arrived. I don’t want you.
I can’tĀ  think straight when you’re here and you make me do things I don’tĀ  want to.

Looks like a laying around curled up day.

Hope everyone else’s morning is better!