vodka or whiskey?

why not whiskey,

a bottle of jack

for two sounds nice,

Or so you would think.

Shots after shots,

washed down with

cigarettes and gatorade

(whose idea was this?)

half a bottle down and

we still haven’t moved-

Mustn’t be that strong

more shots! And more


smoked filled room

and an empty bottle

of Jack,consumed by

two tiny girls;

one who was fine

and one who wasn’t.


well shit that was a lot lol

Memory #3:

DONT DRINK WITH A DRINKER!!! or youll have to play it cool as the 13th shot goes down your throat.. play it cool when said drinker said lets get another bottle (what?!!) and attempt to play it cool as you walk to go get that bottle.

NO we never got that bottle..  I walked( liess but in my head I was on a fucking catwalk) right around the block..knewww there was no possibly way unless crawling was involved I was going to a fucking store and drinking more. So thankful she lived down the block from me (which was the longgessttt time ive ever taken to get home and ive done this drunk walk plently of times)

instead of walking in through the front door, I walked in through the basement left to crawl up two flights of stairs well attempting not too throw up my liver. Give this girl some props I actually fucking did it.. okay fine as soon as I entered my room everything left me.. literally. fun times woke up with no shirt on, one leg in my pants  and the worst fucking hangover ever….seriously sick for houuursss and of course since it was my vacation time and I was visiting I was dragged out the house to go shopping. it hurt so good lol



that summer night

in traverse city,

we stretched across the

picnic table, cool breeze

kissing our skin  as

we wished on every

shooting star we saw.


memory #2

we went on a family trip a few years back.. my actually first family trip with the boyfriend and his relatives. Travelled up to traverse city for a week, my little quiet self wth his 14 famly members. So glad they are great people, anyways one nght there, there was a meteor shower happening. so we all went down to the lake and laid there looking at the night sky stars shinning bright, the milky way clear as could be. Yep that’s the moment this city girl knew she could never go back to home. Theres no awesome skyyy and barely any stars back home. Now if only I could talk the bf into moving into the forest with me lol