plan: become a nudist

you’re terrible

when it comes to

reading body language;

my subtle or overt clues

have the same effect;

right over your head.


he knows how terrible he is, and its hilarious
because I catch the slightest of changes and is always
asking him shit based on his body language( and this is not just with him)
which according to him is nonexistent but he cant
even figure out why I have no pants on(ever) and have hes
head resting on my thigh ..
uhmm not to cuddle.. maybe after =)


Happy New Year!!

Don’t worry this wont be a long post on the reflection of my year because it can be summed  up in 4 words:

Fucking sucked massive balls.

That’s  actually a pretty great description and my go to phrase, fyi.

Lets see this year :
– I didnt graduate college
– Didnt get a job/internship
– started chatting to other guys online (again)in full force
– almost  lost my relationship (a few times)
-failed a couple of classes
-hated myself
-hated myself some more
-stayed home 98% of the time

Much wow.

There’s probably more boring shit I’m forgetting but oh well.

I did, of course classic Jas, come back to the blog world at the end of the year. I didn’t  exactly know what I would be doing at the time but I knew I needed to come back. I tried a couple of different things before one day deciding to try writing some poetry. I’ve been known to wake up one day and decide to do something and do it. ( I did wake up ,said “fuck soda” and haven’t touched it since, plus I was able to give up mostly all other sugary things)

Well my little experiment turned out better than expected, she said with a maniacal laugh.

I’ve  meet some pretty fucking awesome people- those I’ve  chatted with and those I follow, yous are both equally amazing.

Apparently people like my stuff  ( still can’t  fucking believe it) so thank you my deranged individuals 😛

Idk what this new year will hold for me, but I wish the very best for everyone else.

“Lets sin and laugh,

cry and shout,

love and loss,

and  most importantly

make the world

our  bitch.”


Hope everyone’s new year is (even) better than the last.

 I found this too funny( I know I can be a loser) and decided to end my post with it lmao. Enjoy!


Horrible Girlfriend

I’m a horrible girlfriend.

I told myself I would be better.

I tried to make myself happy,

And maybe I am happy.

But there’s something wrong;

Wrong, inside me

That leads me to do things,

Things I don’t want to do.

The guilt eats me alive,

And I tend to overcompensate.

To try to make things better

But its hard,

When you’re broken.

– J.Rose©