your mischievous eyes
and little smirk tell me
youre a troublemaker.
-Jas©
Tag Archives: child
woke up sore
a little funny story for peoples mornings.
at night when the little ones asleep i go upstairs to the garage and smoke ( yes i started smoking again you judgmental bitches =p)
well i really wanted to smoke and relax from a hard day last night so im sitting in the garage getting some fresh air enjoying my blunt.I have her on the monitor so i know if she moves or whatever.
She starts to move and cry, i let her to see if shell put herself back to sleep. Nope, instead she decides to sit up and cry for me more so i have to put out my smoke real quick and run downstairs so she wont throw herself off the bed. (she sleeps in my bed with me)
So, i run down the stairs for her and and im running towards our room when my foot slips on a fucking hanger and i crash onto the floor, phone goes flying.
My daughter has no idea that i had just fallen despite the the really loud ” Ow, Fuck!” because shes still crying.
I cant just lay here in pain and try to figure out if i broke anything, so i hobbled to the bed and took care of her.
All the while going shit my arm hurt, wait my knee hurts too, oh man and my hip.
i waited for her to fall back asleep to go check out my injuries.
safe to say nothing is broken lol but i am sore as fuck.
Boyfriend thinks its hilarious. I cant wait until he falls. Jerk.
daughter needs me again, this time i wont be running
later loves xo
-Jas
longer than expected
wow, so its been a few weeks since ive last opened my wordpress.
since my absence, the boyfriend and daughter got sick again, my mother came to visit, i got sick twice(including being sick right now) i went into a depressive state and was super angry and agitated with everyone.
Im doing a little better now, theres just somethings i have to deal with, eventually.
i missed writing but ya know when life gets busy and in the way everything else just drops away.
i will slowly be starting up writing again, i was also able to find myself some free time when the little monster goes down for the night.
Dont let that smile fool you, shes crazy.
cutest smile, ever!
Nothing special has really happen in the last few week, besides finally getting fucking warm! so happy that winter is over and we can enjoy the nice weather. We were all beginning to go crazy from being in the house all the time. Whomp.
Well little one is being a pain and keeps going into dangerous places so ill be back later.
heres some pictures just because =p
later loves xo
-Jas
attached at hip
the sickness
came for my toddler
making her clingy and whiny.
-Jas©
first it was the boyfriend who according to him was on deaths door. We tried everything to prevent it from spreading but the sick bastard ending up giving my little one a cold. Cranky toddler and minimal sleep has been my life for the last 3 days.
relied on
It’s so difficult
when theres this
crushing sadness
weighing down
on you and you
have this tiny human
that depends on you.
-Jas©
mean phase
little munchkin
mean as can be
looks like her father
but acts just like me©
-Jas©
Little Bully
you’re a bully;
tiny and insecure
you lash out at
those around you,
crushing them between
tiny fists.
-Jas©
I swear my daughter is a little bully.. i dont know where she gets her mean streak from lol
tiny sleeper
I can watch
you sleep for hours;
your tiny arms outstretched
taking up your space
in my bed.
-Jas©
i cosleep with the little monster and somehow my king size bed has turned into less than a twin lol
lost inspiration
inspiration left,
floated away like a
lost balloon;
leaving me like a
little child
with my head
in my hands.
-Jas©
sarcasm
we have different
ideas and opinions
on how to raise a
child and its going
to be fun figuring
this out.
-Jas©
Peace in Darkness 